Sõnum minu kallilt vanaisalt.

Olen ühe kinnise grupi liige, kus teatud päevadel ja hilja õhtu tegeleme teiste meediumitega hingede kanaldamisega. Grupis on sadakond inimest, kes soovivad osa võtta ja neist 4-5 (vastavalt võimalusele) annavad siis edasi sõnumeid meie kallitelt, kes on juba teispoolsuses. Nendest üks olen ka mina.
Eile siis üllataval kombel astus esile minu vanaisa aga mitte minu läbi vaid minu nö andeõe läbi ja jättis mulle teate. Oma armastatud inimestest kuulda on alati tore ja kinnitab, et nad ikka on meiega ja kuulevad, näevad kõike millega me iga päev silmitsi seisame.

Kummaline on see, et meist ükski (kanaldajatest) ei suuda ise edukalt oma lähedasi kanaldada. Ja see tuleneb kindlasti sellest, et kui näiteks mina neid näen, siis ma näen ainult positiivseid hetki - seda kuidas me mängime koertega, kes ka teispoolsuses. Ma ei keskendugi sellele, et kas ta tahab mulle midagi öelda ja ma ei tee seda juba sellepärast, et ma ei oska arvatagi, et tal on mulle midagi edasi öelda. Tavaliselt hinged ei kipu ise ütlema, kui ei küsita.

Niisiis tuli ta mulle sõnumit edasi andma kellegi teise läbi. Panen siia ka selle sõnumi.

Veidi huumorit:
Kohtuvad kaks selgeltnägijat.
Üks teisele: "Sul läheb hästi. Kuidas minul läheb?"

Minu uus aura - kristall aura

Tegin juttu ühe tuntud Ameerika alkeemikuga, Pamela Aaralyn-iga. Küsisin temalt konkreetselt oma aura kohta, sest ma pole nüüd aastaid päris kindel olnud, mis minu aura värv on. Pamela on siis 30 aastat tegelenud aurade ja energiatega. Ta on kirjutanud mitmeid raamatuid aura värvide kohta ja neid kandvate inimeste iseloomude kohta. Juba lapsest saadik on ta näinud energiaid ja ka vaimolendeid.
Küsisin, siis nii enese lõbustuseks, et minu minu aura värv hetkel on. Selleks oli tal muidugi minu pilti vaja, mille ta ka sai. Ta ütles, et minu aura on kristall (You have crystal aura). Olin täielikult üllatunud esiteks juba sellepärast, et ma olin ikka veel arvamusel, et minu põhivärv on indigo. Ja teiseks oli mulle suur üllatus see, et selline aura üleüldse olemas on. Ma polnud sellest mitte midagi kuulnud. Nüüd olen siis targem. Õnneks oli tal kohe välja pakkuda link, kus on ta just selle aura kandjate kohta iseloomustus kirjutatud ja ma pean tunnistama, et läks täielikult täppi minu olemusega. Hakkasin juurdelema, et kas mul siis varem ikka oli indigo aura värv - äkki oli see just see hetk, kuidas ma ennast tundsin. Pilti tehes olin äärmiselt lõõgastunud olekus. Noh igal juhul panen siia ka Pamela kodulehekülje lingi ja eraldi ka veel kristall aura iseloomustuse.

http://www.aurareader.com/index.html

Kirstall aura:
http://aurareader.com/blog/crystal-aura-color

Illustreeriv pilt kristallaurast

Üheteistkümnes intuitiivne lugemine

Seekord nägin ka loetava minevikku lapsena ja tajusin vägivalda meesterahva poolt. Otse ei julgenud öelda, aga tekstist on see välja loetav. Loodan, et ma mööda ei pannud millegagi.
Siit tuleb:

" Hello Jennie Louise!
I feel asi f You are a very soft person, calm and quiet. But I also feel that is there is something that ticks You off – You could say exactly how You feel. This has more changed now that You are a grownup. I feel as if when You were Younger, You did not have a voice. You were quietly playing with Your few toys and keeping Yourself out of others way. You were very sensitive and i feel as if You had some interaction with spirits when You were a child.
I feel as You have been hurt in the past. You are quite cautious with relationships, but You do desire to have a great relationship with Your loved ones.
A lion in disguise – just felt to say these words to describe Your personality. Which means You are much much stronger than You first seem to be.
I feel as if You have had difficult relationships and You’ve done great work on Yourself to finally break free of the chains. You wrk these memories to Your benefit now and You are not going to let anyone treat You bad again. You have gained back self-worth. But remember this has made You the person You are today. You have gained so much from Your times of despair and I sense that You know that and think of it the same way. This has also thought You to love and keep those who love You closer to You. You are on the way of healing Yourself from Your past memories and these days You pull out Your sword just to protect Yourself, but that means You are able to take care of Yourself. You have become a ver strong person. I feel as if You are able to be more courageous and heard about Your opinions and You have the energy to claim what’s Yours and that is You. You belong to Yourself.
You have gained this inner power which will take You wherever You would want to go. The doors are all open for You and You can choose everything that You thought were not meant for You. You have done great for Yourself.
In the future I see You not loosing Your inner strength. I see there are loving people around You and You will be greatly appreciated. I see That You love spending time in the kitchen – maybe You like to cook or bake. I see You enjoy a good cup of tea. I see there is a dog in Your life also – im not sure will You have a dog soon or You have one already. I see the dog being medium size and long fur on him. He is being a great companion for You. I see You loving him unconditionally.
I enjoyed reading for You darling! You are an amazing person.
Let me know how I did"

Tagasiside hetkel puudub.

Kümnes intuitiivne lugemine

" Hi Rachel! I was drawn to Your beautiful energy. I see a lot of passion in You. You have a big heart and Your heart is at the right place. I see You smiling most of the time. You are being natural and authentic You, which makes one at ease and happy all the time. I feel You being kind of a free spirit. You are very down to earth. I feel as if You don’t think that money is important. There is no “money, money, money” with You, but that You would have everything that one would need to live a fulfilled life and You are not asking for more. I see You care about the nature. You want to make the world a better place.
I feel as You have found a balance in Your life – meaning there was a chaos for a while or there were unsettling things that You really didn’t have much power over. I feel as if now You are much more balanced. I feel as if You’ve had some past issues on Your mind that You are trying to make up for now. You feel as if You have done harm in some way and feel bad for it and try to make better choices now and have better relationships. That is completely normal. We are who we are thanks to our mistakes too. Don’t be harsh on Yourself.
I feel as if something significant has happened in Your life and You feel as if You have changed – like a different person all together. But the change is good and done wonders for You. You have become more happier and balanced. You have such passion for Your life now and You are very motivated. I see You being very successful in the future career wise as well. You will be busy and doing something You enjoy. This wonderful change in Your life has partly happened because You have learnt to let go of the past. If You do that – the future has room to come in full power. Great things are coming Your way and many possibilities to choose from.
I feel as if You have the power to overcome the impossible. You are driven. You know how to live and enjoy all what life has to offer. I feel as if You are working on Yourself actively – to make Yourself balanced – mind, body, soul. You will dance while others run.
You have so much positive energy around You.
It was a pleasure to read for You. "

Tagasiside:
"Very very accurate on most points! Very pleased with my first reading!! It was awesome and thank you for taking the time to read me. I can give more specific feedback on specific points if you'd like!"
Hetkel pole detailsemat tagasisidet tulnud

Üheksas intuitiivne lugemine

Täna ma kuidagi tunnen ennast liimist lahti olevat ja peagi kumiseb kummaliselt, aga loodan, et siiski lugemine sai edukas.
Siit tuleb:

"

Hello Stefanie! You got my attention with Your wonderful energy. I feel as if You are very intuitive Yourself. Also very spiritual. I see You are also taking care of Your health. Energy feels more pure than usually. That means balanced mind, body and soul. You are quite an activist. You take on tasks and enjoy doing even complicated ones. Although in Your hands all feels so easy and simple. I feel as if You are a stay at home mom and do more than one would do at work, or You are working from home. You make it all seem so easy.
Your energy is moving all the time. I see You not stopping for anything. You like to go and do things. You feel as if You can’t waste any second. You are very dedicated and Your priorities are most part home and children. Children come first, than You. Although You spend a lot of time and energy towards Your children, i see You are able to still do some things on the side of that. You just have so much energy. I feel as if You feel fulfilled. You’re just ranting on on this energy of perfection. It’s like infinite fuel for You. You like dancing and sometimes dance randomly whenever the mood and beat is right.
Whenever You have obstacles on Your way You are not fearful to go and take them on. Even if the problem seems undoable at first, You know it’s doable and are not afraid of it. If there’s a good cause, You don’t mind going all the way. You are humanitarian. If You do some projects with other people, You prefer them to be as motivated as You are. You can’t stand when someone is just lazy with their life, when there are possibilities to go and do something, do good. I feel as if You try to push people to do good things, to become something more. You love to see people succeed.
But all that said, i feel more strongly that You are a motivator to others who have fallen down for one reason or another. You try to help others to get along with one another, so there’ll be truce/peace. You love both sides equally and motivate them to be the best version of themselves seperately. You see their potential and do what it takes to help them.
I see You quite active with kiddie stuff also. I see You planning gatherings and get togethers, play dates, parties etc.
Your future is also active. I see You taking care of others – someone elderly, maybe Your close relative. And it seems that You are happy to do it too. You have such big heart and You are willing to help anyone who needs it. I see You growing more powerful, beautiful and stronger in what You do.
I feel You are strongly protected from above also. So take time to thank Your angels and loved ones.
You have quite an entourage of angels fallowing You. Helping You, protecting You. You are blessed.
It was wonderful to read for You!"

Tagasiside hetkel veel puudub

Kaheksas intuitiivne lugemine

Alguses kirjutasin, et midagi ei ole juurde lisada, aga nüüd pean sõnad tagasi võtma ja kirjutama kui liigutatud ma sellest tagasisidest olin. Kui ma tema energiat lugesin, siis ma tundsin väga hästi tema kurvastust. Kui ta tagasiside kirjutas, siis ma tundsin, et minu sõnad puudutasid teda ja ma suutsin talle öelda neid asju, mida ta ehk polnud ammu kuulnud ja mida ta polnud endast mõelnud.
Ühtäkki ma tundsin meeletut tänu tunnet, et mulle on antud see võime ja ma saan kellegi päeva paremaks teha. Tunnen 30 aasta jooksul esimest korda, et ma teen midagi südamest, armastusega ja et ma kuulun kuskile, ehk mul on eesmärk. Eesmärk, mida olen 30 aastat otsinud. Kurvastasin, et minul ei ole annet või talenti, millega saaksin kasulik olla. Tundsin ennast väärtusetuna. Nüüd ma tunnen, et olen kellelegi vajalik. Minust on kellelegi kasu.

"Dear Jess! As You see You have a special energy about You that everyone can pick up on ;) I see You are an open and honest person. You are never mean to anyone. You are being nice to everyone, even to that raging drunk at the buss-stop. You feel like everything should be handled with positive emotions, love and positivity. I see You explaining things to Your child very calmly and thoroughly. You are very patient and react to every question. I hear You laughing. You are not laughing too loud when You laugh – You have a “polite” laughing voice. I don’t know how else to describe it.
But Your laugh could be catchy at times. You like to try new things every once in a while. You’re not too crazy about new things, but You want to try. You have a very balanced and calm mindset.
I feel as if You are someone who treasures friends and family. You keep friends close and keep a good relationship even when You are busy with life at times. You believe in life long friendships. This being said You give tremendously to Your friends and family – this is very important to You. You might not even hope to receive anything in return, but You do since You are treasured as well. You are the kind of person who would stick up to anything that might hurt Your loved ones. Feisty and fearless in that matter. You would never turn Your back to anyone until You see with Your own eyes if they are unworthy, but i feel as if that hasn’t happened and You are good at picking good friends. We can’t choose family though. So as a friend You will support Your loved ones with all You can.
I also feel a connection to the universe or the night sky, something about it pulls You in. You feel more and more that You want to take care of Your mind, body and soul. I see You looking at a beautiful night sky, breathing in deep and closing Your eyes – meaning You inhale the information from above. You are sensitive, but it doesn’t quite show. You seem like a strong “bring it on” kinda gal, but You actually sometimes hurt inside. At this point I feel the need to tell You also that those loved ones that have passed, will be there to support You in spirit in times when You might feel alone. You are never alone – You have them, Your friends and most importantly Yourself. You could talk to them whenever You feel the need to or think what You would want to say and they will get the message. If You practice it You’ll feel less pain for loosing them and You’ll be able to see the messages that they might leave You back – finding heart shapes or other meaningful symbols in Your everyday life.
You also try to make things look better than they actually are. For example You could make it look as if You are happy and everything is ok, but deep down i see painful emotions that You are trying to push down. Sometimes it’s ok to just let Yourself feel the emotions, be with the emotion. The better You will feel after when You truly acknowledge the sad emotions You are feeling and stating that this is how You feel. It will have more chance of healing. If You feel as if this was resonating with You and You have more questions, feel free to ask.
All in all You are a wonderful person and a mother and i really enjoyed reading for You."

Tagasiside:
"Thank you so much! This actually made me tear up. I can't even begin to explain how accurate this is. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you! Your reading was exactly me (or at least how I hope others see me too). Everything you said had particular special meaning to me. Thank you so much for sharing your time and talent with me."

Seitsmes intuitiivne lugemine

Täna tegin kohe mitu lugemist, et tasa teha eilne päev, kus ma ei saanud ühtegi põhjalikku lugemist teha. Niisiis on see minu teine põhjalik intuitiivne lugemine. Seekord ei leidnud ma kedagi kelle peal lugemist teha.. ma ei saanud kellegagi sellist ühendust ja ma tegin seal rühmas avaliku üleskutse, et kõik kes soovivad et ma neile lugemist teeks, et need annaks oma pildi ja ma tegin siis lugemise ühele, kellega enim kontakti tundsin. Pilte tuli kokku 10 ja pean ausalt ütlema, ma arvasin, et olen oma võime kaotanud, sest ma ei tundnud kellegagi ei enne ega ka siis kui ma neid pilte hoidsin, ka siis, kontakti. Päeva algus oli raske.. siis aga hakkasin üks haaval neid pilte uurima ja lõpuks jäi sõelale kolm inimest ja nendest valisin siis ühe. Esimest korda lugesin vanemale inimesele. Tunnen, et vanemale inimesele on raskem lugeda, sest ta on täiesti erinev põlvkond ja isiklikke kogemusi mul vaevalt et on. Niisiis tegin lugemise täiesti uues valguses.. Hetkel ei ole ma veel tagasisidet saanud, aga kohe kui saan, siis lisan ka selle siia. Appi kui naljakas oleks, kui tagasiside tuleks umbes selline - Sa panid kõik täiesti puusse! :D. Noh mis siis ikka teha.

Tänane teine põhjalik lugemine:
"

Hello Wendy! I was most drawn to You and decided to do the reading on You. I got stuck to Your fun loving motherly energy. I see You’ve had a fulfilling life so far. You have had many things to be proud about. You have a realistic mindset. You keep calm and help regulate relationships in the family. I feel as if family-members would come up to You for advice. Children love You and want to be around You. You have a very warm heart and calm energy about You. I feel as if You don’t talk too much, but when You open Your mouth – pure gold comes out of it. You are a wise woman. You are dearly loved by Your family and friends. They truly treasure You.
I see You being the rock that everything is built up on. I see family gatherings and people around You who look up to You and think of You as their mentor or the person that makes everything else make sense. Maybe You don’t realize it Yourself, but to You and Your family family is one of the most important aspect of life. You might not realize it because this has been like that since always.
Im telling You all of this because I sense You don’t realize how important You are to Your family. Believe You me – You are the centre of it, the one that makes everything work. You have such power in Your hands – here i mean wisdom and intuition that everyone is drawn to.
I feel as if You have the ability to sense others problems and dilemmas and when they come to You for a “consultation”, You are able to give them the “way out” of a sticky situation. You are a great guide for people around You. You don’t mind those who come for help and You’d go through the things they go through with them, if You could. Just to make them feel no alone and to give them more support. There is no problems that go unsolved by You. You have the ability to see ones problems and life in full scale and to help them analyze what was, is and will be. You have the ability to bring out some aspects of someone elses life to help them realize their current situation.

It was such pleasure to read For You. You are an amazing person."

Kuues intuitiivne lugemine

Tundsin ennast juba kehvasti sellepärast, et ei saanud eile korralikku energia lugemist kellelegi teha. Ühe lühikese tegin ühele juba tehtud lugemise saajale, kes küsis ühe inimese kohta, et milline too iseloomult on ja näitas pilti. Vahel kahtlen iseenese võimetes ja mõtlen, et äkki ma kuidagi loogiliselt võtan kogu informatsiooni, a'la pildil on suits ees ja ma loen, et ta suitsetab. Aga siis kui too kirjutas mulle ja soovis teada milline inimene on pildil kujutatav tegelane, siis nägin ma teda lennutamas mudellennukeid ja tuli välja et ta õpibki ülikoolis lennundust. Sel hetkel ma muidugi enesele tõlgendasin seda veidi mööda ja arvasin, et talle meeldivad elektroonilised mänguasjad, aga sain kiirelt jaole ja edaspidi lihtsalt kirjeldan mida näen ja kui olukord mulle tuttav ei ole siis ei hakka ise juurde pakkuma. Oma nägemusi saades ma näen tihti teatud piltide juurde järgi oma kogemustest nö klippe - murdosa sekundist ja ma saan selle vajaliku emotsiooni. Aga selle lennuki jutuga tahtsin ma seda öelda, et sellised nägemused kinnitavad mulle endale, et ma ei mõtle asju välja, sest ma nägin kõigest ta pilti, kus ei olnud mingit viidet sellele et ta lennukit lennutab.

Igastahes siit tuleb tänane intuitiivne lugemine:

"

Hi Cassie!
I sensed right away that You are a very determined person. You are down to earth girl – looking up on stars. Which in my mind means You are a very realistic woman and are taking care of your body, mind and soul. You are also intuitive. You are not a drama queen at all. You enjoy peace and balance. I see You enjoy a hot beverage in the comfort of Your home, wearing wool socks and having comfy but nice looking clothes on. You appreciate beauty.
I got that You are someone who knows what they want in life and will not settle for less. You are determined in that way. You might not know that, but I even see You using Your intuition in everyday life for making decisions. You are good at making decisioins. You would be a good business woman, if You aren’t already. You face with choices very often and You have a quick mind to know what to do next. So if trouble comes Your way, You also know how to handle it. You are very calculated, which is good for someone who would be a businesswoman. In Your future I see You just as such, a great business-woman who’ll have to make choices everyday. Your determination will make the business to succeed too.
Although You are very realistic and down to earth, You also have a spiritual side of You. I see You like great affirmations and quotes that empower. I understand that You like to take care of Yourself. You don’t need anyone to take are of You. You are very independent woman. Like a feminist, but You don’t consider Yourself as a feminist. You just take care of Yourself.
I see You struggling with people around You that have failed You. You have trusted them and they have failed in one way or another. Know this – You are able to tell if people are being sincere when You take a look inside Yourself and hear what You are saying. Usually the voice inside You has an opinion and You need to trust it. Don’t overlook it and think that You are being superficial – You’re not. Just trust Yourself. You will need to trust that voice also for future references.
Your future is looking bright. I see You having many things on Your hands at once and You enjoy it. I see You doing very well financially also. For some reason I see a white kitten. I don’t know if You have one already or are thinking to get one. Great things are ahead. You’re designated for greatness. "

Tagasiside:"Wow I cannot express the gratitude for your words, and I thank you I really needed to hear this! The white kitten you're seeing is probably my puppy he is all white and my baby!"

Mina tahtsin teada, kas midagi täppi ka läks:
"i hope it was resonating with You"

Tema vastas:"Yes you are very spot on, and what I worried my future held! I have doubts about my intuition alot, and sometimes feel as though I have bad lurking with me."

Andsin talle veidi juhtnööre:"There is no bad unless You let it in. Think of the god things in Your life. If You feel negativity lurking - ask for angels to help You clear Your energy from negativity and let them wrap Yourself in a protecting divine light. You could try protecting meditations. They also calm Your mind and help You keep more focused.Archangel Michael is the one You could turn to for protection on negativity."Tema vastus:
"Thank you! I try my best to not let negativity get to me but I get overwhelmed at times. I will pray and ask for protection as well."

Minu lõppsõna:
"You will succeed. I see You're getting more confident already :)
It was my pleasure to read for You."

Arvasin, et mulle jäi lõppsõna aga ta tänas veelkord.

Minu imelik postituste kirjutamise "sagedus".

Tunnen ennast veidi kehvasti, et pikka aega polnud midagi kirjutanud. Nüüd ma mõtlesin, et ma leevendan oma süütunnet väikese seletusega.
Nimelt olen ma ise tähele pannud, et kui ma jälle selle spirituaalse soone peale jälle saan ja midagi uut avastan ja jälle kuidagi kanalid lahti saan, siis kirjutan jälle rohkem ja kui on jälle see periood kui ma lihtsalt seedin õpitut, siis ei ole ka midagi millest kirjutada.
Unenägusid ma nii väga enam ei näe - ei tea millest see tingitud on. Vahel harva näen, aga siis ei pea ma neid oluliseks. Nagu ka see unenägu kus ma seda kollast kaltsukat nägin. Aga lõpuks mõistsin, mida ma nägin ja miks ma nägin seda.

Palju tihedamini käin ma oma nö spirituaalses palees iga hetk, kui ma silmad kinni saan. See on minu oma isiklik vaimumaailma palee, millest ma enda mäletamist mööda ei ole siin kirjutanud, aga ei näe ka vajadust, sest see on nii isiklik, et seda kirjeldada. Küll aga võin lähemalt rääkida, kuidas ma selle koha leidsin.
Mingi aeg kui ma olin oma spirituaalsel rännakul, avastasin, et ma käin mediteerimas teatud kohas - ühel rannal, kus liiva asemel oli kristallipuru ja vesi oli puhtam kui kristall, kirkam kui teemant.
See oli minu pelgupaik igaks juhtumiks.
Sel ajal kui käisin tegemas seda hingerännakut, avastasin ma oma südame ruumi - sellest vist isegi kirjutasin kirjeldava jutukese, aga tänaseks on see südame ruum ääretult palju lisasid saanud. Avastasin, et see südameruum ei ole lihtsalt pilvede peal vaid see nagu ripuks mingisuguse salajase maa kohal ja oleks üleni kristallidega kaetud - seal on igasuguseid muid aspekte, mida ma kasutan enese energia puhastamiseks, maandamiseks, tasakaalustamiseks ja ka ühenduse loomiseks universumiga, inglitega ja teejuhtidega. Sellest hetkest alates, kui hakkasin oma võimeid kasutama, sain tuttavaks kolmanda teejuhiga (mul on neid kokku 5). Üks teejuht on vägagi tuttav - tema on olnud olemas sellest hetkest saati, kui kunagi teejuhtidest teada sain ja esimest korda Teine on nagu toeks esimesele - ta on väga mõtlik ja kaalutlev. Ta on justkui minu elu logistik - ta võtab oma ülesannet väga väga tõsiselt. Kolmandat ma olin tegelikult põgusalt näinud ka esimesel korral, kuid temaga lähemalt tutvust ei saanud teha. Sain teada vaid tema nime - Sandy. Hetkel kui avastasin oma võimed ja neid kasutama hakkasin, nägin sama õhtu kui jälle silmad kinni panin, teda uuesti. Ta oli justkui pidulikuks puhuks ennast riidesse pannud ja oli ääretult ilusas maani kleidis, mis sillerdas kuldset ja valget segamini. Ta on just kui just selle võime teejuht ja ta asus nüüd oma ülesannet täitma. Kassist ei ole ma veel siiani aru saanud. :)
Temagi hakkas just enne seda ennast ilmutama, kui ma oma võimeid tunnistasin ja neid kasutama hakkasin. Ehk on ta siiski seotud kuidagi sellega. Ma ei ole suutnud temaga otseselt ise ühendust luua, aga küll see mul mingi hetk õnnestub, kui aeg on küps. Võib-olla ma peangi teadma et ta on olemas ja valmis olema ajaks kui ta oma tõelise loomuse avaldab. Ehk valmistab ta mind ette surnutega suhtlemiseks, sest ma veidi pelgan seda, aga kui ma selle Kassi peale mõtlen, siis ei kardagi nii palju enam ja tunnen ennast julgemini isegi kui minu ees seisaks keegi, kes on kaotanud oma füüsilise keha.
Sellist juttu siis. Ei arvanudki, et nii palju kirjutan - sain isegi targemaks :)

Üle pika aja üks unenäo postitus

Nägin täiesti tavalist und. Uitasin ringi enamus unenäost. Õieti ei mäletagi unenäost midagi, kuid üks koht jäi väga hästi meelde. Kusjuures ma teadsin, et see on unenäo lõpp. Ma kiirustasin tagasi oma "baasi" - ära küsi, ma ei tea mis baasi, kus, miks, miks baas. Enne kui baasi hakkasin jõudma, nägin ma kuskilt aknast väikest majakest, mis nägi välja nagu tavaline plekkmaja - kahe kordne, kollane. Ja peale oli kirjutatud minu mäletamist mööda "Kaltsukas". Igastahes teadsin, et see on second händ pood ja ma tundsin selle vastu huvi. Niisiis ma läksin sinna poodi ja kui ma treppi pidi otse teisele korrusele läksin, sain aru, et see just see moment avatigi esimest korda ja uksel oli tervitamas keegi trullakama kehaehitusega naisterahvas, kes sirutas käe pikalt minu poole ja ütles "Tere tulemast, Mariana!". Ma ei olnud üldse üllatunud, et ta minu nime teadis ja teretasin vastu ja läksin edasi. KÕIK! Rohkem ma ei mäleta unenäost midagi.
Seda unenägu nägin ma 2 ööd tagasi ja alles eile sain aru, mida ma endale ennustasin selle unenäoga.
Nimelt ma tundsin huvi astuda ühe grupi liikmeks, kus siis on tavakasutajad ja on meediumid/selgeltnägijad. Kuid ma tundsin huvi just selle selgeltnägija staatuse kohta. Seda huvi olin ma oma peas juba paar päeva keerutanud. Siis eile ma mõtlesin, et ma lihtsalt küsin klubi asutajalt, et kuidas keegi neil seal selgeltnägija tiitli saab ja keda seal selgeltnägijana võetakse. Ma isegi ei plaaninud küsida, et kas ta mind liikmeks teeks. Aga jutt oli konkreetne. See naine küsis minu käest, et mis on minu võimed ja abivahendid ja ma ütlesin nii lihtsalt kui suutsin, et lihtsalt näen visiooni inimesest kelle pilti ma vaatan. Rohkem polnudki vaja ja ta tegi mind oma klubis selgeltnägija staatuse kandjaks. Olin üllatunud, et see nii lihtne oligi. Ja siis tunde hiljem sain aru, et ma sain vastuse oma dilemmale juba unenäos.

Ma ei kujuta ette mis see on, aga tundub, et kõik kanalid on valla ja valik on minu. Äkki on mul võimalik ka surnutega ühendusse astuda? Veel ei tea, aga kindlasti kunagi proovin.

Viies energia lugemine

Neid muudkui aga koguneb ja koguneb - üritan päevas vähemalt korra kellelegi nö ennustada. Seekord valisin sellise enese turvatsooni välise inimese - pildile vaadates näen juba ära kui on midagi inimese elus natuke nihu. Konkreetse inimese puhul tundsin masendust ja depressiooni ja mulle ei meeldi eriti selliseid süngemaid lugeda, sest ma hakkan ise ka ennast pärast kehvasti tundma. Mulle meeldib positiivseid lugeda. Võib-olla sellepärast ma polegi väga palju negatiivset kellelegi rääkida saanud - kõik ennustused on nii positiivsed. Aga minu meelest see ongi hea, sest kuidas muidu inimene peaks oma eluga edasi saama minna. Ma usun et positiivne sisendus on kasulikum kui mina mingi depressiooniga täppi paneksin. Inimesel tuleb kurb meel, et kõik kehvasti on. Mulle meeldib inimestele näidata nende potentsiaali. Ehk siis ma näen neid vaimusilmas nende parimas valguses ja räägin sellest neile, see annab just seda positiivset laengut. Kui nüüd loete selles postituses esitatud lugemist, siis saate isegi aru, kuidas ma neid tõstan. Ta läheb midagi uut õppima mingi aeg ja kui ta on depressioonis, siis ta ei ole sellele avatud. Kui ma aga ütlen, et selliselt ma näen sinu tulevikku, siis ma usun, et ta mõtleb selle peale mida ma talle ütlesin ja läheb selle õppimisega kaasa. Ja nii ma ka ta tulevikku näen. Meie kõigi tulevik on meie endi kätes - ükski ennustaja öeldud sõnad, ei tähenda, et selline sinu tulevik hakkabki olema. Ma näen seda millele tal on potentsiaali. Ma loodan, et tema elu läheb parimas rütmis edasi.

Siit siis tänase postituse "ennustamine":

"

Dear Sarah Kyle Hayley! I got straight away that You are a quiet person. You dont talk much and when You do You have calm and quiet voice.

Also, You like being around calm people. Noisy and loud places give You a bit anxiety and You wander why, but You are an empath and that is normal with empaths. Although You are a quiet person, i see You like humour and keep Yourself entertained. You enjoy a night in with Your family, having a TV night with great shows.
I see You being quite secluded from social life – Maybe You once had a more active social life, but now for a few years You barely have any friends. You might feel lonely at times because of this. Don’t be sad though. I see You will be more appreciative towards Yourself and make time for Yourself in near future. You’ll have new people in Your life. I see You might go and study something or have some frequent place You go where You need to interact with people more. You are a lovely person and make friends soon enough. I feel as if You would know what type of people would be great companions for You. You probably wouldn’t want to interact with self-obsessed people. I see You more with artsy type of people who appreciate the beauty in everything. Im not sure will it be some kind of crafts or arts activity that You go studying or place that You will have more people around You. But that’s what i feel – arts, crafts, clay.
I see You at times struggling with life, but then i see You in the future being more confident and working at a place where people respect You. I feel like You will be teaching something. IT feels as if You have some kind of talent that You will be teaching to others – it might be drawing or some other crafts or maybe You are a great business-woman and teaching in the university. Not clear at the moment. Your life will be well balanced. Your relationships at home will be well balanced aswell.
I see a strong, confident woman in You future. I got a feeling that You might not know what Your talent might be. Don’t worry, all talents are discovered some time. I am sure You will too. Just look inside Yourself and try to see what You really enjoy doing or what activities interest You.
I feel as if soon You’ll have a great change in Your personal life. Here i mean that You will have many new beginnings. That doesn’t mean that You will lose something in return. Maybe You will get a great job offer or go to school or something of that sorts and it opens up many many new pathways for You. In a few years You will not recognise  Your current life anymore. I see great things happening for You. You just got an invitation from Your future :)"

Tagasiside:
" Thankyou an your correct woth it all i like doing singing an yeah at times i feel lonly and upset and other days im perfect i hate being in loud places and i go to town but most of time i stay in the house and go out at times i hope things cone into place and im after a little baby as well xxx

Thankyou nd you was spot on i loved it thankyou for doing the readin on me xxx "

See oli kohene vastus ehk esimene reaktsioon, hiljem kirjutas ta veel eraldi tagasiside kausta sedasi:

"Thankyou for my reading it was spot on completely i loved it your r gifted xxxlove&light beautiful ♡♡"

Neljas energia lugemine ehk ennustamine

Mulle millegi pärast ei meeldi term "ennustama". Ma ütleksin selle kohta lihtsalt energia lugemine/tunnetamine, sest nii see on.
Lugesin neljandat korda inimesele, keda ma ei tea ja panen siia ka mälestuseks endalegi selle neljanda lugemise.

"Hi dear Danielle! I see You are very joyful, positive and loving person.
You laugh a lot, it’s easy to get You laughing. You can’t stay mad for long.
You are very down to earth. I see You around Your house barefoot. You have a big garden or yard because I can see You looking for Your kid often – he tends to go off and do his own thing. Not very far from home thankfully I see You cooking – so You either love to cook or You feel like You do it too often.
You are someone who thinks a lot – about life about spirituality, about beautiful things like stars. You are quite sensitive. You get information from the stars, meaning You are also quite intuitive and while You think on Your own, You find answers to things. This is connection to the universe. You just know things and You can’t explain it where from You learn them.
You are also very protective of Your home and family. You set boundaries for Yourself and loved ones… kind of rules, that should be for protection and order. This trait is great for You since I see You having more children, I think there are 4 boys atleast. Could be more boys or girls. But I see very similar looking (different aged) boys running around. So it’s great that You have a loud voice to make things work around Your house and with chidren. You are a great mother- You’re very balanced – You play games and entertain, but also are organized to take care of stuff and have boundaries set. Loving and wise.
You have joy in everything. You laugh and like to move as if dancing. You have an inner peace that let’s You have fun every day and find joy in every moment. I hear You laugh out loud often. Infectious laugh. Those close to You feel like on a break from life when they spend time with You. You help them get to that place where they can relax and enjoy the moment. You help them see positive things in everyday situations. You take life with ease. You have a wonderful character. Makes me even happier to read You :D"

Tagasiside:"oh my thank you so very very much!! this is the most accurate reading i have ever recieved! from the bottom of my heart i thank you! (heart emoticon)
very spot on!"

Esimene lugemine

Minu esimene energia lugemine :)

" For You i decided to do a tarot reading. And not a regular one, but a sahman tartot card reading. So i asked for the universe to give me 3 cards for You, that will help You at this moment.

The cards i got were “Inspiration dancer”, “Protection forefather” and “Shaman of loss”

The first card (Inspiration dancer) tells me that You are a very intuitive and creative person. You inspire people around You. You are probably very spiritual and have found Yourself a path that makes You happy. You have built Yourself a life that makes You happy and You love those closest to You with great passion. You are as a light from darkness for those close to You. You bring them meaning and clarity whenever they should need it. Your family members probably drift towards You in hard times for insight and consultation. Accuracy, clarity, new paths, overcoming difficulties, winning, inspiration are the words that resonate with You the most.

The second card (Protection forefather) tells me again that You shine as a beacon for those around You. You are someone who is considered to be protective and even nurturing for those around You. You have a strong will to protect those in need of protection, which also means protector of animals. You even consider animals as important as humans, they both have souls with equal importance.

The third card (Shaman of loss) tells me that You were once different – You believed in different things and now You have changed Your belief system. This card also lets us know that wherever there is joy and laughter there is also sadness and loss. But not every loss is bad – we rise from it, learn and move on. This makes us what we are today. They make us stronger. This shaman also is someone who is there for us on the way out of a labyrinth. There is always a way out to the bliss. So even if life gives us tough paths to go on – we will finish the path and get to the field of flowers eventually.

I hope this reading helped You and resonated with You in some way. This was the first time i got to use those cards on someone else and use my ability to read energies at the same time. It was an honour to have read for You. You have a powerful spirit. I feel like You have strong intuition as well. I love how You love life and people around You. You are a blessing to be around. Thank You so much."

Energiate lugemine

Olen nüüdseks kahele inimesele sooritanud energia lugemise - see käib siis sedasi, et ma vaatan inimese pilti ja hakkan tema iseloomu ja elu kirjeldama. Mõlemale kellele selle olen sooritanud on olnud äärmiselt rahul tulemusega ja öelnud, et enamus ongi täppi läinud. Kohtasin neid inimesi selgeltnägijate kommuunis, kus harjutatakse ja õpitakse selgeltnägemist. Üks oli inglane ja teine ameeriklane.
See üllatas mind, sest ma ei arvanud, et mul midagi täppi läheb. Läksin selle peale välja, et tulgu mis tuleb. Ma räägin nii nagu ma seda informatsiooni saan ja kui lähebki valesti, siis kogun ennast uuesti ja mingi aja pärast lähen uuele katsele. Otsustasin, et mul ei ole aega raisata ja vaatan tõele näkku, et kas tuleb midagi välja või ei.
Minu jaoks kogu protsess näeb välja sedasi, et ma vaatan inimese pilti ja hakkan neid oma vaimusilmas nägema, kuidas nad midagi teevad - näiteks viimase puhul nägin konkreetselt, kuidas tal oli väike koer sules ja jalutas oma suures majas äärmises õndsuses. Tema keha liikumist isegi sain kirjeldada ja öelda selle põhjal, et inimene on aastaid joogat harrastanud. Tunnetasin ka tema head suhet emaga ja iseloomu. Siis ma võtsin oma lahedad shamaani kaardid välja ja hakkasin kaardipakki segama, samal ajal mõeldes just sellele mida olin tunnetanud ja vaimusilmas näinud. Kaardipakki segades segan seda nii kaua kuni pakist 3 kaarti välja hüppavad ja nende kolme kaardi põhjal teen edasise analüüsi. Olen äärmiselt üllatunud, sest ma väga alguses ei uskunud, et kaartidest midagi saan, mis ka tõsi on, kuid olen saanud just need kolm kaarti, mis neid inimesi on suurepäraselt kirjeldanud. Kaarte siis lugesin vastavalt oma intuitsioonile - ütleme et kaardi nimi oli "Inspiratsiooni tantsija" ja sellest lähtuvalt sain juba teada konkreetse inimese kohta veel enam ja intuitsiooni põhjal lisasin, mida universumist nö lugesin. Kokku sain päris pika teksti ja tagasiside oli, et "pretty much everything is point on", "Amazing read". Olen enda üle nii uhke ja usaldan oma intuitsiooni veel enam.

Mõlemad, kellele energia lugemist tegin, tegid ka mulle vastutasuks ja viimane luges mind konkreetselt nagu raamatut. Ta nägi täpselt mis mind vaevab, palju mul lapsi on ja et olen viimasel ajal kurnatud olnud. Ta ütles konkreetselt välja, et pean tegelema lapsepõlves hüljatusest tingitud emotsioonidega, mis oli 100% tõsi ja sellest ma ju olengi lähemalt rääkinud oma eelmistes postitustes. Ütles ka seda et ma arvan, et ma ei ole väärt elus teatud asju - mis jälle on minu eelmistes postitustes jutuks olnud.

Ehk teen sellest viimasest sessist selgeltnägijaga ka eraldi postituse, et mul endalgi kunagi hiljem seda hea lugeda oleks. :)

Lisan siia alla veel omapoolse teksti, mida ma viimase inimese kohta sain:

" First of all, dear Opal – I feel as  if You are a very joyful person. You are very grounded and peaceful minded. I see Your movements being calm, easy, and regulated. It feels as if You do yoga for a while now or some other movements. I see You speak to peole with ease and are a very kind person. I see a great relationship with Your mother.
Now to the part what cards tell me about You J
You are someone who “knows” people – here I meant this that You kinda sense what someone is like in the first few minutes You spent with them. This way You know when to keep away from someone and then also sense the people You might hit it on quite well.
You are a very truthful person – You say how things really are. You see the beauty in everything. You see love where there seems to be everything else but love. As a spirit I see You on a field of wild flowers and You breathing and getting Your energy from them. It almost feels as if You are a fairy Yourself.
You are an old soul and this is sensed by the people around You – it feels as if they have some kind of respect for You and Your wisdom. You have an inner knowing of everything – You are very connected with the universe. You have a very strong intuition. You respect others around You and that includes also animals. You are not afraid to face fear in the eyes – You are strong and brave.
If life brings labyrinths on Your way it almost feels as if You yell “Bring it on”. You are someone who fights the odds. You show example to Your loved ones and You want to be an example because You are aware of what You do and this is one of the reasons You want to be an example for others who maybe don’t feel like they could do life.. and there come You and be an inspiration. You act as a motivator. This said, I feel as if sometimes You get lost when problems get too familiar and forget that You have the power of defeating all. It’s Your lifes meaning to be that person – brave heart, motivator, inspiration.

I hope something was correct :D"

Ja tema vastus minu sessile:

"Wow, amazing read!! I am a motivational speaker of sorts. I have been through hell and back and I am not afraid of a challenge. I use my experiences to help others. I am kind to all and avoid those who I do not feel vibe with me. Pretty much everything you said is on point. Well done!"